Gay for XXX

Jeffery snuggled farther down into the warmth of his bed, drifting in and out of sleep. AS his eyes drifted closed again he felt a warm breath on his neck. Kevin laid there simply enjoying the feeling of being able to hold Jeffery. It had been so long, and it felt so good.

Kevin stopped thinking and fought to get himself out of the bed without waking Jeffery. As his feet touched the floor and he watched Jeffery curl up with the pillow he had just been laying on he knew leaving was the best idea. He quietly made his way back to his own room.

As he shut the door behind him Kevin felt a sigh build in his chest. The steps to his room didn’t take long. Before he knew it he was once again standing at the foot of his own bed. The sun was shinning through the large French doors. “I wonder what he was dreaming about.” He asked himself. He could hear movement from Jeffery’s room. A laugh escaped him as a breeze slipped in through the French doors and caressed his body; he looked down as he realized that he had lain in bed most of the night with Jeffery wearing nothing at all.

At the thought, Kevin felt himself grow hard. A self loathing laugh escaped his lips. It was the first erection he had felt in over a year. “Damn you Lee.” He snarled. Suddenly he heard the shower come on in Jeffery’s room. The ache in both his sex and his heart increased. Dropping back on his bed he gave in. His eyes drifted shut on a sigh as he wrapped his hand around the thick shaft between his legs.

Kevin laid there stroking himself thinking about Jeffery and how his skin would feel wrapped around him. With each tug he brought himself closer to an explosion, the images floating behind his eyes. As the pleasure tightened in his balls thoughts of where he was vanished from his mind leaving only an ocean of pleasure. “Jeffery!” the call came from his lips as his orgasm flashed through him.

Just as his breath began to calm the door slammed open. “Kevin what’s wrong?”

Kevin’s eyes snapped open and he knew he was in trouble. His mind was working at full speed yet. All he could see was Jeffery standing just inside the door his eyes wide with shock. No words would come out as he laid there completely exposed still holding his rapidly deflating shaft in his hand.

“I’m so sorry. I thought I heard you call out to me.” Jeffery smiled feeling slightly strange about standing there in his boxers looking at the one thing in the world he had always longed for.

Kevin thought for just a moment, it was now or never. The worst thing that could happen would be if he offended Jeffery. He could feel the blush starting to cover his face, “Um…” he moved his hand away from his cock and pulled himself to a sitting position. “The truth is that is just what you heard Jeffery.” He held his breath praying he hadn’t destroyed a friendship that he truly valued.

Jeffery stood stunned, his eyes unable to stray from the most private parts of Kevin’s powerful body. He felt his own face flush as his cock started to thicken between his legs. He could feel the tightening of his boxers and knew that nothing was ever going to be the same again. He shook his head trying to clear the scattered thoughts. It didn’t work; he still wanted Kevin more than ever. “Was there something you needed?” he asked hoping to sound some what normal.

Kevin could see the tent forming in Jeffery’s boxers and felt his body, heart and soul betray his mind. His cock hardened, his heart clenched, and his soul screamed as he opened his mouth to take the biggest chance of his life. “Yes, but I don’t know if it’s something I can have.” He could feel himself shaking with fear. This time though he wasn’t backing out. He sat there holding his breath awaiting Jeffery’s response.

Jeffery looked into Kevin’s eyes and saw the fear filling them, but under that fear he could see a hint of something else. He wasn’t sure what it was, only that it was drawing him closer to Kevin. Without thinking he walked closer to the bed.

“Kevin.” The single word was all he could manage as he dropped down to sit on the edge of the bed. He reached his hand out, not for the stiffening cock between Kevin’s legs but to brush his finger tips over the side of Kevin’s face. “I wish I knew the words.” He whispered as his fingers found the warmth of his love’s face.

Kevin drew in a sharp breath as the fingertips traced his face. He forced himself to stay still. “The words for what?” he asked, his voice sounding breathless to even his own ears.

“Everything, nothing, how I feel, what I want.” Jeffery rambled.

Kevin fought to hide his smile, things were looking up. He reached his own hand up to capture Jeffery’s. He closed his eyes for just a moment, and then with a shaking breath he pulled Jeffery’s hand away from the side of his face. He placed it lightly over his racing heart. “I don’t have the words either Jeffery, but I think that alone says something.” He could feel the heat from Jeffery’s hand seeping into the air chilled muscles of his own chest.

Jeffery leaned in and pressed his lips to Kevin’s. A sigh escaped both of them. Kevin wanted to push forward, to deepen the kiss, but decided it wasn’t a good idea. He wanted to let Jeffery lead this dance. He simply enjoyed being held and kissing the man loved for the first time in years.

Jeffery let his hands wander over Kevin’s chest, his fingers slipping over the muscles. Suddenly as the tips of his fingers brushed the hardened nipples he pulled back letting his hands fall away. “Kevin… I… I’m… I’m sorry.” He sputtered.

Kevin reached out and touched the side of Jeffery’s face. “What’s wrong?” he asked wiling his erection to fade as his heart raced only now in fear not sexual tension.

Jeffery could feel the tears running down his face, “My god. I am so sorry. I didn’t remember, not until just this moment.” He lifted his hands to cover his face. “How could I have been so heartless?” he mumbled into his hands.

Kevin knew he had to be talking about the night of prom and fought to keep himself in control. He pulled Jeffery close again, “Tell me. Let me help you. What is hurting you so badly?” he wrapped his arms around Jeffery hoping to offer the comfort he seemed to so desperately need.

Jeffery was not a man to cry often, but it felt like his heart was breaking as memories of a drunken prom night party flooded through his mind. He took a deep calming breath and lifted his head. “I just walked away that night. I had everything I could have ever wanted and tossed it away like trash. How can you even look at me let alone want to be anywhere near me?” he asked shaking.

Kevin tilted his head up the rest of the way and pressed a light kiss to his lips. “That ones easy, because I love you. I have for a long time.”

Jeffery’s eyes were clouded with pain, “but I just walked away that night. That must have hurt you so badly.” The tears were still streaming down his face, but the flash of pain was fading.

“It did hurt, but that was also one of the best nights of my life. I had wanted to hold you for so long, even having you get up and walk away didn’t take the shine off that night.” Kevin explained softly. “Now, are you feeling better?” he asked his heart feeling like it was going to burst with the love that was filling it.

Jeffery laughed, “You know I have no idea. I’m scared out of my mind that I lost the best thing I could ever have and all I can think about is kissing you again.”

Kevin didn’t say anything he just leaned in and pressed his lips to Jeffery’s. This time there was no light pressure. Kevin swallowed the sigh that escaped as his tongue slipped past Jeffery’s teeth and caressed the warmth of his mouth. The kiss lasted until the lack of oxygen forced them apart.

Kevin sighed leaning his head forward to rest his forehead against Jeffery’s as they caught their breath. “Jeffery, I have to ask one question. Please be honest with me. Do you want this?” it killed him inside to have to ask, but he couldn’t and wouldn’t risk pushing Jeffery.

Jeffery smiled, it was the easiest answer in the world, “Yes, with everything I am yes.” He put his arms around Kevin pulling him close again. This time he wasted no time. He let his fingers roam over Kevin bringing soft moans from him. He heard Kevin’s sharp intake of breath as his seeking hands found their prize. As Jeffrey’s fingers snaked around the hard flesh of Kevin’s aching cock he felt Kevin’s teeth sink lightly into his shoulder. “Don’t worry love, I won’t leave this time.” He whispered against Kevin’s hair as he began to stroke him. It only took a few strokes before he felt Kevin start to tense as the orgasm began to overpower him.

“Jeffery…” Kevin squeaked trying to hold back the biggest orgasm of his life.

Jeffery let go instantly, dropping his head to catch Kevin’s tip between his lips. The sensation of Jeffery’s mouth on him was more than he could handle. The orgasm ripped through him. He felt himself explode inside the warm suction of Jeffery’s mouth, the pleasure more wonderful than anything he had ever felt. He felt Jeffery take his rapidly softening cock as deep into him as he could cleaning him off.

Kevin’s eyes drifted shut on a sigh as he felt Jeffery move to lay beside him on the bed. He turned on his side and wrapped his arms around Jeffery as sleep claimed them both.